Then I could speak to him without fear,
but I cannot do that in my own strength.

Lord God,
I am too weak to breathe or to walk on your earth. I am weary and tired of this struggle, I give up.
Lord God, take this broken life and put it together under your authority, my way leads me back into darkness. I am a failure on my own. Lord God, I give up, I surrender, I have no more desires.
I submit wholeheartedly to you.

In Jesus name,
Amen