Perhaps the Lord will be gracious and do a mighty miracle as he has done in the past. 

I myself will fight against you with a strong hand and a powerful arm, for I am very angry. You have made me furious! 

Your wisdom was corrupted by your love of splendor.

Lord God my Father,

You are creator and sustainer; you carry everything in your hand. Lore God, bring a stillness to me that allows me to hear only your desire and use me for your Glory. Keep me from your wrath and disappointment. Protect me from desiring anything other than you.

In Jesus name I pray,

Amen