“But true wisdom and power are found in God;

counsel and understanding are his.

“He uncovers mysteries hidden in darkness;

he brings light to the deepest gloom.

Why should I put myself in mortal danger13:14 Hebrew Why should I take my flesh in my teeth.

and take my life in my own hands?

15God might kill me, but I have no other hope.13:15 An alternate reading in the Masoretic Text reads God might kill me, but I hope in him.

I am going to argue my case with him.

16But this is what will save me—I am not godless.

If I were, I could not stand before him.

“I wish you would hide me in the grave14:13 Hebrew in Sheol.

and forget me there until your anger has passed.

But mark your calendar to think of me again!

Lord God my Father,

Help me to be still and listen for your wisdom before taking action. You are in charge, I am not. Give me courage to discuss my struggles with you so you may direct me. Don’t let my struggle define me but to find my value in you.

In Jesus name I pray,

Amen