chosen by the will of God to be an apostle of Christ Jesus,

 Do you think I am like people of the world who say “Yes” when they really mean “No”? 

For the Lord is the Spirit, and wherever the Spirit of the Lord is, there is freedom.

Lord God my Father,

You have chosen me, make clear your desire for me. Keep me in your truth and free me from myself.

In Jesus name I pray,

Amen