I’m not even worthy to be called an apostle after the way I persecuted God’s church.
10But whatever I am now, it is all because God poured out his special favor on me—and not without results.

I am not worthy to be a friend of Christ because of all the sin of my past, the way I ignored God’s desire for me. But what I am now is a result of allowing God’s purpose for me to be my guiding light.

Lord God,
I am now worthy to be called your son, I have sinned against you and ignored you for so long but now I surrender to you way, an wish to live in a delightful relationship with you.
In Jesus name,
Amen