Of all those I rescued from Egypt, no one who is twenty years old or older will ever see the land I swore to give to Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob, for they have not obeyed me wholeheartedly.

I would like to think I obey the Lord most of the time. So how do I obey wholeheartedly, how do I surrender ALL my will to the will holding on to nothing. It is amazing the feeling of peace as I identify and area and surrender it but it is amazing how hard it is to find things I live with everyday I need to release and trust God to free me of.

Lord God,
There is a war raging in my spirit. I want to honor you with my whole person but I struggle so much with holding back parts of my life and attitude. Please help me to surrender my whole being and not meet you in an attitude of defense to justify areas I have not dedicated to you.

In Jesus name
Amen